The past year was not what I expected we finally came back to the states after living in Germany for 3 years it was nice to be back, but sad because I left a very good friend behind and my gosh how I needed her for what was yet to come. We welcomed a new baby Isabella Marie she's my younger sisters daughter but sadly she passed away when she was just 6 weeks old. It was very hard to go through this and see my sister suffer what I wouldn't do to take away her pain and make thing all better for her. I did not get to meet my beautiful niece and I know she's no longer in pain but it still makes me angry that she had to leave us. On top of that my parents lost their house so all in all 2010 was not our year.
Which is why I'm hoping that this year brings many blessings to our family. I have a list of resolutions or I should say life changes I want to make. I want to first off loose 20 lbs that have been haunting me for a while now. I want to pay off debt and get a job. I want to find my relationship with god ( I guess that is my first priority) to find this relationship that has been missing in my life and with that I hope everything else fall into place.
